Friday, March 25, 2005
yesterday was e second day of orientatn.... i'm in IG 36.... got 2 meet many stc gals.... mainly frm 4b.... great 2 c them.... it is a reunion..... my IG got 20 ppl.... in jus 1 day.... which is wed.... i rmb all their names..... cause we played wacko..... if u dun manage 2 rmb... hav 2 do forfeit... so i tried my best.... got... josephine, stephanie, brenda, sherman, illi, eunice...... i introduce myself as joey... cause i noe 4 sure.... they won't rmb my name.... if i say my name is ky.... but then i still hope u all call me kahyee... i'm used 2 it.... oni those not frm stc... then call me joey...mon will e allocatn of classes.... quite lookin 4ward.... will i b in e same class again???wif e same classmates in 1t38? i dunno.... zhongzheng, denise, kay, gaolei... all gone.... left me alone here.... although melissa is stayin in cjc.... but she is goin 2 take 4 sub..... e oni time i'm happy in sch.... is goin 4 co.... , saw stc gals.... n ......._______.....wonder wonder where will i b????????? let's c
Friday, March 25, 2005
i recall.... e first time i saw u..... i got a gd impression of u..... u r very active.... very easy-goin..... very kind....but then i didn hav a chance 2 talk 2 u..... then i recall all e events.... tt u has caused an impact on me....many many.... i'm reali very touched.... u r a great friend.....at least u notice my existence.... u talk 2 me....i keep tinkin abt u..... evry moment now n then ......it's great 2 noe u...... ya... reali.....thanx a lot..... i'm reali very touched.... u r reali very good.... u r 1 tt i will nvr 4get u..... NVR!wish ya all e best......i luv e song " U FOUND ME" by kelly clarkson......
Friday, March 25, 2005
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
ChAnGeD A NeW BlOG!!! lIkEd tIs bLoG A Lot... HopE U AlL LikEd iT Aso!!! :)
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
i'm so happy!!!!! haha..... cannot say here.... can oni say personally 2 u!!!!! jus happy happy happy...end of e blog.... cause words cant express my feelings!!!! haha
Monday, March 21, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
hmm... watched 2 movies..... tis week.... yesterday Robots... 2day Howl's movin castle.... both r nice.... say e truth .... I'M SICK OF POPCORNS..... n tt gal still not sick of it.... she is watchin Son of Mask 2morrow wif her sis!!!! BRAVO!!!! *claps..... hmm.....e whole wk hav 2 go back 2 sch n play gu zheng 4 3 hrs!!!! a bit sian already..... tt's y i'm gettin mad..... durin e practice..... haha.... JACOB WILL SUFFER!!!!! he is quite clever 2day..... keep his shoes in e rm.... instead of puttin it outside... 2day got go wif e co... j2s.... 2 somewhere.... bukit timah?? wad centre?? 4got le.... then go 2 a strange coffeeshop.... althought it is called coffeeshop.... but then it looks a bit like restuarant.... a bit like fast food restuarant.... dunno how 2 describe.... it is jus odd... n e music played like those oldies.... even wileen feel odd..... e J2s quite fun lah.... such a pity..... e quiet quiet... shy shy 1 didn go....PoPcOrNs..... PoPcOrNs...... sick ah!!!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Saturday, March 12, 2005
change
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE changenew environment...new people....new kahyee.....change..... i seem 2 hav changed.... not 4 e better but e worst.... nowadays, i hav difficulty expressin my feelings..... which makes even quieter.... back 2 e nerdy kahyee in pri sch.... i need 2 tink thrice b4 i speak.... dunno y...... last time i hav lots of topics 2 talk abt... but now NONE!!! my mind jus blank out.....(or black out)...i hate e feelin -feelin lonely..... it scares me..... i hate tt.... friends r very impt 2 me.... they r my source of happiness.... with friends around.... there will b laughter.....sometimes.... i jus burst out 2 tears when no1 is lookin....i hav bad tempers nowadays.... always hav mood swings.... to XTREMES..... jus change my mood in 1s.... i dun like myself.....dun like..... y evrythin is changin.... includin me..... must i reali admit tis fact.... i seem 2 grew distant frm my friends.... can suddenly no topic 2 talk abt..... i reali dunno wad happen..... dunno...... i'm so sad...... :(as 4 relationships..... when will i b involved in 1..... sometimes.... i reali hope tt i can b troubled wif love.... rather than nth 4 me 2 tink abt.... sometimes i reali tink tt..... i noe u all may tink i'm siao, y would ppl 1 2 feel troubled..... but i reali hope tt there will b a special some1 by my side when i'm sad.....some1 whom i can share my happiness n woes.....some1.... who truly cherish me....i'm not tt kind of despo....want a boyfriend.... n show off tt kind of thing.....btw, i aso dun hav e looks.... 2 anyhow find 1 bf n show off.....although sometimes.... i may say tt i am despo..but all tt is kiddin..... i reali want 2 hav tt special some1 hu care 4 me..... tis is my first time.... sayin such serious things....in my blog.... cause always.... i will jus joke around..... i hope tt i will feel better typin out my feelings.... n evrythin will b a new start 4 me 2morrow.... "tomorrow will b a brighter day!!!"hopefully....
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Sunday, March 06, 2005
"Someday my ship will come in" shld i cont 2 hold tis motto???where is my prince charmin??? it is ok if he is not cute, handsome, muscular.... but some1 tt noes how 2 cherish me.....when will he appear??? when i'm old??? hmm.... perhaps......dunno..... mayb there won't b 1...... shld give up hope..... won't bear any hopeshe will oni appear in my dreams...... n nvr in real life....i was tinkin even if he really appears.... i dun tink i hav e courage 2 noe more about him.....contradictin.... ya contradicting...... tt's y i;m always "dan- lianin".......evry1..... all had some1.... by their side.... mayb not all... but almost all.....mayb.... yah.... sldnt bother about tis love thingy anymore.. (*-*)
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Thursday, March 03, 2005
wow... 2day... e attendance of 1t38 2day is 8!!!!! then 7... cause mingying left after maths lect....so great lah... oni 7 ppl.... we occupy a small space in all e lectures... e smallest class... so proud of it..... all e teachers dun blieve tt e class attendance 2day is 7.... they all thought tt they pon lect... but e fact is they PON SCH!!!!! saw e "piano".... was so happy lah.... 2day go 2 sch.... so sad.... recall e days where wileen will wait 4 me at e bus stop early in e mornin... n we will cross e bridge 2gether...... go toilet... then go back 2 class..... 2day.... i'm alone... wad's more.... kay didn come..... 2day kept c-ing 453.... so angry lah.... cause i dun 1 c him... want 2 c e gal hu like him.... which is WILEEN!!!! after sch..... go 2 e bus stop alone... rmb... last time wileen will wait outside my class.... n call out" AH YEE ah" then i will come out.... haiz.... nvr hear it again.... n i will nvr go 2 her class again..... cause she not there le..... next time i c her may b 2morrow or mon..... miss u loh..... reali got cry lah.....
Thursday, March 03, 2005